i am sorry that i wasnt very nice today, i have been under alot of stress and i dont understand some of the things you have said to me... i lost a couple guys at work tonight, im worried about my dad, then i want to spend as much time with you as i can and at the same time i just want to hug you and not do anything but lay on the couch next to you.... i miss you soooo much and its so hard to have you here and not be able to stop thinking that you are going to leave and be gone for a really long time in chico,,, but its so frustrating when i say i love you and mean it and feel so far apart when you dont reply to it... i do love you, with all my heart and i know that you are probabbly really mad at me and i dont want you to be... i care abot you and wnat to be with you, but i understand the way i have been acting probably doesnt make you want to be with me.. i have tried to call.. u dont answer... i understand... when i said i would call you right back its because i had to vomit.. im sorry i get sick when i eat... it really sux... i tried to call but i figured you just needed time like you said to leave you alone when you get mad so i did and i still tried and havnt heard from you... i love you and miss you alot.. i understand if you dont answer or call me back... but your my best friend no matter what... and i love you no matter what... xoxo
Posted by loverbugnpickle
at 10:34 PM